Join me on 312ChiPin

Forgive me bloggers, for I have sinned.

The last time I updated my blog with a blown-out post, it was:

1. July
2. Directly after Google Plus Came Out
3.  78°F Outside
4. One of the last weeks that I was living in my apartment with two girls
5. Less than a month into my current job

Obviously, a lot has changed since then. I’m older, wiser (well, I’m crossing my fingers that I’m wiser) and have a lot more professional experience under my belt. Still, the digital world has evolved. Facebook rolled out Timeline and Twitter went through a redesign. Oh, and let’s not forget the day that the world’s best source of information – Wikipedia – went down to protest SOPA/PIPA.

In recent months, however, Pinterest has become a source of confusion for myself. In theory, it seems like a great site. You can share content in a visual manner and spread your shares, known as “pins”, on other social networks. I pushed myself to get a Pinterest account and, like a fat kid going to the gym for the first time, am very confused.

My friends making fun of me for embracing Pinterest.

What am I supposed to share? As much as I love looking at recipes all day long, my patience wears as I stare at food instead of eating it. Crafting? Please – the only thing that I was able to produce from my bare hands within my apartment that would be considered “creative” were the $4 orange magnetic boards that I purchased from Ikea and installed myself.

So I’m at a loss.

If I’m supposed to be someone who’s on the forefront of digital media and understanding online behavior, why can I not figure out a website that is composed of sharing content. Does mean that I’m becoming stale? Probably not, but it’s a realization that I need to find a catalyst for pinning.

So, ladies and gents, I had an idea about 20 minutes ago that sparked this blog post. Instead of sorting through Pinterest on my own, I took a lesson from my elementary days: let’s share the experience of learning Pinterest together.

Thus, I present to you (drumroll please): 312ChiPin.

312ChiPin - A Pinterest Social Media Experiment

The basic concept behind 312ChiPin: in March 2012, share at least one piece of content on a shared Pinterest board that relates to your offline (ie: what happened at work, where you went to eat, a type of workout that you did) life. It’s simple – at least 31 pieces of content that relate to your life in Chicago.

I’m not really sure what will happen: maybe you’ll learn something new about Chicago and connect with a new friend. Or you might just find yourself shaking your head and disliking Pinterest.

To join the experiment, please fill out the contact form on my 312ChiPin page. Also, feel free to reach out by Twitter to @zackzaban. I’ll send out weekly email (don’t worry, you’ll be BCCed so others won’t find your address) listing what’s gone on within the board and what I’ve learned from it. Also, feel free to email me if you have any interesting stories yourself.

Together, we can all find value (if you haven’t already) in Pinterest!

PS – If you didn’t realize the irony of the name 312ChiPin, it’s that Chicago’s area code is 312 and it’s March 2012 aka 3/12.

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— Zack Zaban (@zackzaban) December 10, 2011

I had a hunch that Google was up to something earlier in the week (before the Plus announcement) when I went on Google and found that the top navigation bar used a new dark grey color set w/a dark rusty orange highlight. Yeah, it was a minor change, but the shift was a visual avenue that Google really has not used in the past. Then, when I was using my Android phone’s web browser, I found that the UI taskbar had unexpectedly changed and, then later in the night, saw that YouTube’s interface had the dark grey color scheme applied to its video controls.

Needless to say, Google is making an overhaul of all of their products piece by piece throughout this week. I’m questioning Google’s execution. Are users going to soak in all of these changes and take them in like a plant that needs water, or will all of the introductions, as a whole, overflow the how users interact with Google? In other words, will people not understand how to use the new feature sets because there quite a few changes spread out through multiple Google properties.

Changes to Google Maps

Just this afternoon, I went into Google Maps and found that the site had introduced a browsing history allowing searchers to view the most recent locations that they’ve viewed in the past few days. Although small, this new feature is something that I’ve been craving for a long time. Additionally, some changes are not good. The content within my Google Calendar is now hidden behind “+1 more event” or +2 more events” reminders because the UI has widened out. As someone who relies on Google Calendars for close to all event scheduling (my college calendars looked as if someone had puked a rainbow onto my screen because I had multiple color coated calendars), I saw this as a turn in the wrong direction. If you’re going to change the look, don’t diminish the functionality.

But now to the big stuff: Google Plus. When I first signed up, I was weary  of Google Plus because it seemed like a legitimate copy of Facebook and Twitter. But over the past few days, I’ve found that the biggest strength of Google Plus is the notification area in the top-right corner of the Google bar on many (but not all – Google, why would you not put this in Google Calendars?????). It’s been nice to get notifications when I’m on Gmail or conducting a search on the Google homepage. The notifications are unobtrusive, which is very nice. Additionally, the little rust orange box has popped its way into mobile: both on the Android Google homepage and in app form for Android. I cannot speak about the features like Huddle because, frankly, I don’t have my best friends to “huddle” with. In theory, this would be a great tool. But I feel like the mass audience of consumers that enjoy good old pen and paper communication would find this overly frustrating as opposed to a group message on Facebook or simply doing a three way call on their cell phones.

And there are aspects of the site that flat out bug me. First of all, when you go to the Circles page where you can add users to your friend groups, Google Plus will show all contacts from your Gmail account regardless of if they are a Google Plus user or not. It took me a little time to realize that these individuals are noted by a small mailbox icon over their image. Google says that these are contacts that can only receive information by “sharing through email.” I’m sorry, but our inboxes are cluttered with enough crap, so why introduce even more messaging into a overfilled space? Also, I cannot feed information from my Twitter into my Plus feed. There needs to be API development rolled out which gives users of both platforms the ability to share information between the two different social networks. I mean, you can do can already do this between Facebook and Twitter as well as Twitter and LinkedIn, so Google Plus should follow in the footsteps of others. I believe that if Google sees their product as the “end all be all” of social media, then they are heading down the road of Wave and Buzz – aka failure.

As I said before, I don’t know if I would classify Google Plus as a social network. Social media – yes. But the site lacks the “networking” aspect of reaching out to individuals who are not your immediate contacts. The flow of information, unless you opt for the share to public option, will only extend to 3 degrees of separation, meaning your friend’s friends (and that’s if you decide to push information out to your “extended circles.”). This isn’t a network. Twitter’s infrastructure actually promotes information flow between the initial node publisher and other nodes that can be multiple degrees of separation away (ie: retweeting someone who retweeted a newsource who tweeted about an individual … I’ve seen this happen before). So I’d actually say that it’s more of a social platform than a network.

Oh Google, you never cease to amaze me.

1. Didn’t have a life changing experience at Madison
2. Have other pressing issues on your mind
3. Were too hungover to think about anything beyond a toilet and two pills of ibuprofen

The emotions on campus this past week have been, for lack of a better word, interesting. Many of my friends on campus have talked about their fears of the future, their sadness of leaving best friends and the general mentality that we simply won’t be college students anymore.

I’m essentially an emotional robot on the outside and cannot cry. Do I wish I could cry – yes. Have I tried to cry – yes. Will I cry within the next two weeks – most likely not, but there’s a chance that it might happen.

Instead, my mind is in a weird state of transition that’s filled with a weird sense of optimism towards the future.  I figured that instead of telling people when they’re crying, I’d blog about it.

My mentality: yeah, graduating sucks and is painful.

The Pain

Last night, I had a run-in with a road cone at someone’s apartment (practical joke that ended up with me having a bloody nose… mom, if you’re reading this, I’m fine and you don’t need to have a panic attack.) Right now, I’m still in pain. Getting hit in the face sent a weird shock through my body and I couldn’t really think straight at the time because I thought that I had a broken nose.

Now, I’m a little swollen and bruised up, but I know that in a few days I’ll be fine and life will go on.

Graduating, in my opinion, is like a blow to your face, but it’s so much deeper. Most seniors have rooted themselves in something on campus – whether that entity is research, leadership within a student organization, being an athlete or volunteering out in the community – only to find their best friends. When you realize that those friends won’t be a two minute walk away, that’s when it hits you: oh fuck, I’m graduating and life won’t be the same. I mean – I’ve made friends this semester who have literally changed my life and I don’t know what I’ll do when I’m not in the same town as them (yes, you probably know who you are when you read that last statement).

Now I’m not talking about the friends that you see on the street and wave to while walking to class. I’m writing about those individuals to whom you can confide in; the people who’s happiness and joy reflects through your own actions; the people who don’t have the time to talk about your pressing issues but instead will MAKE time to speak with you; the friends who are your other half (yes, these people do exist and I’m not trying to be cliché.)

The Future

If I had an answer to solving the mess of leaving these friends, you’d probably know it as well and thus wouldn’t give two cents about this post. But I’ve had the chance to speak with people older than myself who shared some words of advice – I think these words continually give me the ability to not stress about the present but look forward to the future (and maybe I’m full of bullshit and will be a depressed wreck in two weeks; for right now, I’m doing fine).

My current boss at Hillel told me a few words that really shaped everything into perspective: “you’ll stay in contact and be best friends with the people who really matter to you.”

This put me into a spiral of thinking. I’ve thought, then pondered, then wondered and questioned, etc. etc about this concept. And you know what – I think it’s true. Just think about all of the people that you’ve encountered in college – you tend to gravitate and communicate with the people who become your good friends. If you communicated frequently with every person you’ve met in a class or student organization, you literally wouldn’t be able to have friends with whom you share deep emotional bonds with.

And I’ve come to a conclusion: we live in an age where communicating and staying in touch is easy. Holding on to those emotional threads that we share with our best friends – sharing the quick conversations about our days and the highs/lows of our dedication to leadership and work – they don’t have to end. We have the digital tools and technologies that make conversations and interactions almost (I’m saying almost because there will never be something quite like a deep dug or a shoulder to cry on) similar to interaction in the physical world.

Just think about it: we have (and let the list begin)

• Facebook
• Email
• gChat
• FB Chat
• Twitter
• Skype
• Skype Video Phone Calls
• Facetime Phonecalls
• Foursquare
• Flickr
• Blogs
• BBM
• Cell Phones (okay, that seems like a given but think about 30 years ago when a phone call was confined to sitting in a home at a specific time)

I’m 97.68% positive that I’ve missed something in this list. Hopefully, you understand the point I’m trying to convey.

And also, you can coordinate weekends to meet up with people who live in other areas of the country. I’ve seen this with people like my brother and his friends. They’re all busy (he’s in med school, two of his other friends are in law school, his other best friend travels to and from Haiti, yada yada yada) but manage to coordinate times to meetup and have a good time. Those weekends seem to be the force that reignites their friendships, but the moments of small conversation drive their emotional connections. (editor’s note: if Southwest airlines is reading this, the company should hire me as a spokesperson and give me free travel across the country to talk about their services… I tried and now digress…)

Summing It Up

If you’ve read to this point of the blog, you obviously are a graduating senior and actually care what I’m talking about. Maybe I’m full of it and don’t know anything about the future – I don’t know. I guess the point I want to get across is that although graduating sucks, we’ll still maintain (and hopefully further develop) the relationships and friendships that have bloomed over the last 4 years. Yes, I’m going to drink the cliché Kool Aid right now and say it: once Badgers, always Badgers.

That’s all folks. Thanks for a great 8 semesters and giving me the chance to figure out my true passions in life.

PS- my nose still hurts.

Last week, I sat down to register for another semester. When I clicked the submit button on Student Center, my computer stopped working. The computer would not turn on and I panicked; no, I freaked out. My heart pounded as if pure fire and adrenaline went through my veins.

Suddenly, I realized that I wasn’t registering for classes, but instead was laying in a pile of sweat after having an anxiety-driven dream about graduation.

My dream served as a metaphor about my current thoughts: I’m nervous about graduating college and going into the “real world.”

Speaking with my friends on campus and at other schools, I’ve come to realize that worrying about the unknown future is not irregular; in fact, it’s actually quite normal.

In an interview on NPR’s All Things Considered, professor of psychology Dr. Kelly Bukeley explained the root of anxiety during times of transition in our lives.

“Well, one way to look at this is to think of what graduations are, and for many people in our society, other than weddings or funerals, a graduation is the most powerful and dramatic ritual experience they ever go through. And graduations in some ways are our society’s version of a right of passage, where we make a transition from youth to maturity. And just like other rights of passages in other cultures, graduations have aspects of an ordeal, of a trial by fire. And there’s uncertainties and our old self dies in a metaphorical way.”

So I guess what I’m afraid of is not necessarily the life I’m leaving behind at UW-Madison, but rather the uncertainty of what lies ahead.

Am I going to like my job? Will I have enough structure in my life? Will I keep in touch with my college friends? How will I function without a schedule of 2 classes per day and activities, like AKPsi or Hillel (two organizations that I’m actively involved with; you can insert your student orgs in here and get the general picture)?

And the biggest question of all: will I be happy?

For me, the anxiety has started to come in ebs and flows. This week, I presented at the Undergraduate Research Symposium regarding my study on Twitter for my senior honors thesis. As I attempted to push myself through creating PowerPoint slides, I felt my mind racing with thoughts about the future.

So, I stopped my work and went on a long run along the Lakeshore path. The clear water brushing up against the rocks had a calming effect and my mind repositioned itself.

In the true fashion of Twitter and hash tags, something that I’m quite fond of and have written about on this site before, I found myself doing something that I think all students across campus need to make time for: #soulsearching

I think that all seniors, at some point during the last few weeks, should take a step back from their chaotic UW-Madison lives to take time to think about who they were before coming to UW-Madison, how they’ve grown during their time at college and what they can do to continue their personal gains/achievements once they’re out in the real world.

Luckily, University Health Services (UHS) just rolled out a new counseling group focused specifically on coping with graduation and the transition out of college, according to the UHS website. Personally, I think this is something that students should take advantage of while they are still in the Madison area. To learn about the program, visit the UHS Counseling Groups page.

Unfortunately for myself, I don’t think that the obnoxious college dreams will be going anywhere soon. Both my parents and my brother have them, so in true Zaban fashion, I’m bound to get them as well.

Hopefully, however, I’ll have the same attitude that Bulkeley has about his own college anxiety dreams.

“And so I often wake up with that sense of – I still have this wistful desire to be in school; it was a fun, happy time for me and for many people. But I realized that’s not my place anymore. That’s not where my life is right now. “

**This post originally appeared on the University of Wisconsin-Madison’s School of Business myBiz blog.

I managed to pick up the book Macrowikinomics for a low price and dove into the book when I got home. 24 hours later and I’ve read a 1/3 of the book, which is good for my reading habits.

Currently, online users are implementing the Ushahidi platform to help disaster relief efforts in Japan.

When I first started reading the book at the SERF, I had one of those “wow, this is really ironic and strange moments.” The book’s introduction talked about Ushahidi , an open source program that allows people to map out information interactively via text messages/emails. Ushahidi is a timely topic because I (a) learned about it a few weeks ago in my Digital Media, Law and Ethics course and (b) people are using the platform in Japan to help relay information about displaced individuals.

Needless to say, I dove in and that ironic feeling became even greater. The authors spoke about the imbalance of information sharing in financial communities in the late 2000s, which, according to the writers, lead to the latest economic meltdown. Specifically, the authors explain that the flow of information between investment bankers, rating agencies and consumers allowed unethical bankers to rack up money because the agencies did not provide accurate valuations within a timely manner. For me, this portion of the book fit into my brain like a perfect lock and key combination. In my finance class, we are currently learning about stock valuation. Being a student in a journalism/advertising program that focuses on qualitative information, I could not (and still cannot) rack my brain around using numbers to value a company when there are intangible variables of a company that simply don’t translate to any form of data.

But the cherry on top of this 380 page Sunday was this passage:

“In short, it is time to shine the light on the opaque products and activities of the financial sector that have threatened the entire economy, and the Web provides a platform to do this. A digital response involving collaboration on a mass scale may be the best way to properly evaluate and assess the value and risk of new financial instruments as they are produced. New models based on openness, transparency, and participation are already changing many parts of the industry from venture capital to mutual funds and even models that value the risk of expected returns of the most complex instruments: expose them to the scrutiny of the thousands of experts who have the knowledge to vet the underlying assumptions?” (Tapscott and Williams, 40)

This passage lead me to the overarching question/theme of this post: why are my business classes not embracing collaboration when my journalism/advertising classes & other forces at UW-Madison are using collaborative technologies to help shape my future?

Using collaboration in the classroom environment

If you would have approached me during high school and told me that I would blog, use wikis and create video podcasts for my college classes, I would have thought you were smoking a substance illegal in all 50 states. Looking back on my last four years, however, many of my instructors exposed me to collaborative online.

During my freshman and sophomore years, I participated in three different classes where students were required to submit their thoughts about specific topics to blogs. The scary part (well, scary at the time) was that the blogs were open to the public for viewing.

A class blog from my sophomore year.

My thoughts during the first class went something along the lines of:

“Gasp – open to the public! But what if a future employer sees what I wrote? What if he/she doesn’t like what I have to say? What if my blog post ends up following me for the rest of my life? What if someone comments and scrutinizes me for my writing. Oh No!”

A few semesters and internships later, I’m happy to say that I don’t think this way. During the classes, I DID have people argue against my posts/not agree with me. These experiences helped me understand that digital footprints do exist and that I shouldn’t fear online involvement, but instead embrace it and harness digital media to show that I’m a strong analytic thinker with a good sense of humor.

Last semester, my teacher made us create a wiki and post our stories to this wiki. It was an interesting experience because we had to use special code to format the wiki and, once we posted our stories, a spambot went into the site and switched out all of our great academic content with links to porn sites (and you thought that smudging your pencil on a loose-leaf sheet of paper was bad).

A screen capture of the online conversation in my 676 class.

And this semester… well, I have collaboration overload in my Digital Media, Law and Ethics class. Where to begin? Well, I’ll just list the collaborative activity that has/will occur:

• all students are required to post to a private blogging/social network site + comment on other postings
• one guest lecture within the class occurred over Skype video chat because the speaker was in Haiti, my teacher was at a conference in Florida, and our class was in Wisconsin. Personally, I was out of town and had to follow along on Skype as well. Oh, and while the lecture was going on, the students were interacting between each other using CoverItLive.
• a collaborative test (yes, a test where you actually talk with other people) where students could share ideas via an online Google Docs study guide and in-person during the test… trust me, it was one of the hardest tests I’ve gone through in college.

Through all of these experiences, I never thought that my teachers were pushing myself/my peers to interact online solely for the sake of saying “hi, our curriculum is state of the art because we use the Internet.” Instead, the traditional power/classroom environment shifted. I felt as if I, being an undergraduate at a big university, had the chance to influence the thoughts of my peers/teachers. These experiences were more than just studying for multiple choice tests where I’ll forget the answers in a few months; instead, they provided me with “on my feet” opportunities to execute challenges – something that I have used in all of my internships.

Collaboration can be scary, but its rewards outweigh those of a traditional course where the professor is an almighty force who simply lectures and you regurgitate his/her thoughts onto a 8.5 X 11 scantron test.

Online tools from an administrative standpoint

So I’ve talked about collaboration in the classroom, but what about university administration?

UW-Madison Chancellor Biddy Martin collaborates daily with individuals connected to UW-Madison through Twitter. While some people may say that Twitter is not a collaborative environment, I would semi-disagree, saying that Twitter can serve as a catalyst towards collaborative actions (this could be another blog post, but I digress).

Here’s a look at how Martin uses Twitter.

As a student at UW-Madison, I’m very proud of Martin’s Twitter activity. She could have used Twitter as somewhat of an RSS feed, simply re-posting news releases from University Communications. Instead, however, she puts a voice to the administration, showing that she has a genuine interest in the integrity and success of her students. I’ve heard many students talk about her Tweeting, saying “oh, she’s really responsive and get’s back to you right away” or “I like that she actually talks about the university issues with honesty.” One of my friends told me (in sheer happiness like he was riding a high horse of “coolness”) “dude, Biddy sent me a DM.”

So Biddy, if you happen to read this, I want to say thanks. You rock at online communication.

Rethinking business courses

Like I mentioned before, I’m currently taking a finance course for my Certificate in Business. While I heavily enjoy the professor, a comment that she made regarding social networking rubbed me the wrong way. Each class, the teacher allocates a few minutes to talk about business-related events in the news and she mentioned the valuation of Facebook and Twitter. Then, she went on a tangent and said that she doesn’t see any value in Twitter.

This statement is very ironic because, according to this teacher, students within the business school are tuned-out to global events and need to pay attention to the news. Interesting, considering that Pew just reported that online news is outpacing print news and also published results from a study that show group engagement in higher with online media users than those who don’t use online media. Of the later report, non-Internet users were 56% likely to engage in group activity whereas Twitter users are 85% likely to engage.

Case-in-point: professors need to change their thoughts about technology and its implementation in the business world.

If you’re a student and reading this, do you know any of these events/items:

• SXSW
• Basecamp
• Foursquare
• Salesforce
• The idea of open-source
• A wiki (no, not Wikipedia; an actual wiki)
• HTML5
• The Long Tail
• An API
• Mashable

If you’re finding yourself saying “huh” or “what is he talking about”, my point was made. Our business education, in my opinion, lets us down by not exposing us to the technological side of management, marketing, accounting/finance, etc. Just like my book said, technology has/will continue to play an influential role in how big corporations will run. I don’t know about you (the student), but I sure want to stay ahead of the masses and know how to use technology as a competitive advantage.

And don’t think that I’m simply bitching for the sake of bitching. Instead, I’m trying to push my peers to use technology towards their advantage. In a few days, I’m leading a workshop on how to create online identities (simple stuff like setting up a custom URL, Twitter account, LinkedIn profile) for students who have simply not been exposed, via education, to these technologies.

So, what to do next?

If I had a magical answer about implementing collaborative models and technology into every classroom on campus, I’m sure that someone else would have already thought of the answer as well.

I think that we, as students, faculty members and staff need to change our mindset of technology/collaboration. Instead of seeing education as a you vs. the masses setting, we need to re-establish what education and learning means to us.

When I went to Mashable, a technology and social media blog yesterday, I was thrilled to read that current Amazon Prime subscribers have free access to streaming video, including old TV Shows and movies.

Why was I excited? Four words: it’s free for me.

Earlier this year, Amazon launched Amazon Student in late 2010 for individuals who have a registered .edu email address at a credited college or university. I signed up for this service, which is free, and now receive the benefits of Amazon Prime – such as free 2-day shipping (great for textbooks) – for no cost. 

With the announcement from yesterday, I (plus anyone else who is a student) can get the streaming movies for free.

This isn’t spam nor did Amazon tell me to write this. I just wanted to let people know about a great offer because I like great offers.

I’m a second semester senior, so I should be out partying and not giving two cents about my grades, right?

With a full course load at 18 credits (technically it should be 19, but I reduced the amount for one class so Mommy and Daddy Zaban don’t have to shell out more tuition), I have so many commitments on my plate. School, plus 3 jobs and a handful of student orgs, makes for a constant flux of chaos and cups of coffee.

Literally, I don’t have time to sit, play video games and do nothing. Okay, I take naps, but that’s because I can burn myself out often. Just look at a random week from last semester. Sadly, I enjoyed everything that was in here and did not regret any of these experiences.

Should I focus on my laziness than my involvement in student organizations, 3 jobs and a bucket full of classes? I’m being serious when I say this. For as long as I can remember, I’ve been a type A neurotic person who always needs to be doing something. I literally cannot go 2 weeks without doing something. Sometimes, I’m envious of my roommates who can enjoy “moments of nothing” – simply kick back for long periods of time without getting the urge to go out and work.

For kicks and giggles, I went onto Google and entered the following searches:

• How to be lazy
• How to do nothing
• Addicted to education
• Addicted to leadership
• Addicted to involvement

With each of these searches, I failed to find a scholarly article that categorized my tendencies with others who simply cannot sit still without getting involved, learning or leading.

Then it hit me: could I the definition and picture perfect image of a workaholic?

With a quick browse on the all-knowing Wikipedia, I found a citation on workaholics that brought me to a Fast Company article about the health risks of being a workaholic.

The articles lead with this paragraph:

In Japan, workaholism is called karoshi — “death by overwork” — and it’s estimated to cause 1,000 deaths per year, nearly 5% of that country’s stroke and heart attack deaths in employees under age 60. In the Netherlands, it’s resulted in a new condition known as “leisure illness,” estimated to affect 3% of its entire population, according to one study. Workers actually get physically sick on weekends and vacations as they stop working and try, in vain, to relax. In a June 27, 2009 article in the Globe and Mail, Tarla Grant examined the issue of workaholics. She cites Statistics Canada which reported that 1/3 of Canadians considered themselves workaholics.

Going down the page, I got a crash course on what, according to author Ray Williams, a workaholic is. At the end, the article provided 5 tests to see if you’re considered a workaholic.

So I tested myself by answering the prompts.

Question 1: Compared to 5 years ago, work is a regular part of your evenings and weekends.

Kinda, but I was in high school 5 years ago. Also, college students don’t really have a standard schedule. Have you ever walked into a university library at 2am?

Question 2: You spend less time with family, friends, community and being engaged in regular activities such as exercise.

No. I’m with people all the time. But I do like to talk about school, advertising and technology A LOT. And I’m pulling the college card again for exercise – I try to work out when I don’t have 25,000 assignments or tests.

Question 3: You eat faster, talk faster, walk faster. You feel like you’re constantly trying to “catch up.”

Talking is a no, but eating and walking are yes. I’d have to admit that I’ll often chow down lunch or dinner so that I could make it to a meeting on time. And I’m always running like a crazy person from point A to point B. However, when I’m with my friends, I don’t think about walking fast or scarfing down food. Simply, I can relax when I’m with them.

Question 4: You’re developing skeletal and muscular problems because of the amount of time you spend sitting or standing, under stress.

No. Thank God.

Question 5: Your focus and concentration is not good, and your productivity is actually declining.

When you factor out procrastination by looking at blogs or Facebook, then I would have to say that I’m focused/have strong concentration.

Okay. Where the hell does this leave me?

I’m still confused.

Does anyone else have this issue, or am I just REALLY weird? Like someone who was programmed wrong and actually enjoys the stress that others constantly hate/dread.

I promise that I’m going to write  a few posts over my winter break.

I promise that I’m going to write  a few posts over my winter break.

I promise that I’m going to write  a few posts over my winter break.

I promise that I’m going to write  a few posts over my winter break.

We Are Camp People

Okay, I’ve come to a realization: once a camp person, always a camp person.

The other night, I spoke with a few friends about school and the pressures of classes. Somehow, our conversation went on a tangent and we all began to quote lines from Wet Hot American Summer, a movie about summer camp staff members in the 80s. Laughter filled the room and before I knew it, everyone’s stress melted away like snow in early March.

What’s interesting about this moment is that we were all, at some point in time, campers and staff members at DIFFERENT camps across the country. Even though we did not spend time together during our childhood summers, my friends and I bonded over the summer camp experience. We all had Friday night Shabbat dinners, brought a wide assortment of colored t-shirts and wacky clothes for special evening programs, and genuinely loved hanging out with our campers day in and out for multiple summers.

We are camp people.

Living in a world outside of Webster, I’ve brought this genuine passion for the “camp experience” to school. Whether I’m in a small journalism class talking about the implications of social media on advertising methodology or sitting in a student organization meeting with my MacBook in front of me as a write 17,000 daily emails, I’m taking the ruach I developed at camp and exerting it into my life on campus. To stay on top of my academics and leadership roles, I need to push myself beyond my limits and simply energize myself.

This past Friday was a moment where I had to ignite my energy to overcome my stress. After rushing home from a group project meeting for a mass communication course, I had 20 minutes to write a speech for Friday night Hillel services. In a sweat (literally, I was schvitzing from the run home), I thought on my feet and creating a speech about the week’s torah portion and how it related to my life. Then, out of the blue, my schtick-writing abilities came into full swing and I somehow managed to formulate a comparison between my weekly yoga classes and Jacob’s biblical journey through Charan.

Jogging over to the Hillel building in my Kenneth Cole shoes, I started to feel butterflies in my stomach. Would my speech actually go over well with students and parents (with my luck, I had to give a speech on Parent’s Weekend… but I digress) or would I sound like a complete food?

Luckily, being a camp person, I knew how to make something so silly into an influential speech. If I screamed my lungs out for over 10 weeks as a staff member and made campers ranging from elementary students to high schoolers listen to me, I certainly could woo over a few mothers with a speech.

The speech was a hit. Reactions from the parents in the crows literally paralleled the faces and expressions from my Tasters when I tried to act silly in front of the Chadar while I introduced a program.